In this world so full of fear, full of rage and lies !

Saturday, January 9, 2010

2010 peraturan baru

hooooy :)
mau cerita cerita hahaha
okeh hari ini tuh sabtu suram, sekali lagi SURAAAAAAAAAAM
ya hari sabtu dipenuhi dengan les ini itu, untung aja tadi pagi gak ada les fisika aaaaaah, yang ada cuma piano di yamaha, yg terletak tak jauh dari rumahku (jauh deng, orang di cikini tempatnya ya kira kira 10 menit buat nyampe disana) perasaan pas gue kelas 9 gak terlalu terkekang kayak gini deh hauuuuuuh betek -,-
yayay yaudah pokoknya gue les piano dan mesti nungguin adek gue les biola dan piano yg ditotal satu setengah jam, betapa lama nya hidupku terbuang disana ? -______-

terus gue nungguin enyak babe, akhirnya mereka dateng kan tuh gue bilang
d : mau sherlock holmes, gak mau tau
babe : iya nanti aja setelah bapak selese praktek
d : ah bapak tuh selese praktek bisa jam 9 lebih, bisa bisa ntar nonton pas udah malem atau gak dapet tiket yg jam 12 an gitu elaaaaaaaaah, kalo gitu aku pokoknya mau nntn sama temen ku

beberapa kata itu sukses ngebuat bokap membuat PERATURAN BARU, dan dia pun berkata

"GAK BISA ! (dengan suara rada ditekan) Habis ini kenaikkan semester 2, kamu harus masuk IPA, kamu pengen masuk IPA harusnya kamu bisa ngerti, selama 6 bulan ini GAK ADA YANG NAMANYA JALAN SAMA TEMEN, udah cukup yg kemaren kamu jalan sampe malem, dan kalo kamu jalan sama temen mu pulang pasti malem gak pernah nggak"

babababababa, anjeng denger kyk gitu gue lgsg KAGET SHOCCCCCCCCCK -,-
gileeeee 6 bulan gue busuk dirumah ? 6 bulan gue kutuan dirumah ? 6 bulan pula gue gak ada refreshing gitu ? TAIIIIIIIIILAAAAAAAAAAH
okey saat itu gue ngebantah gue bilang

"gak bisa gitu dong, skrg apa bedanya toh pulangnya malem juga, skrg bapak aja mau praktek, pulang pasti malem, kapaaaaaaaan nontonnya"

pokoknya dia mengulangi kata kata yg tadi ya walaupun dikurangi atau ditambahin gak ngerti deh pokoknya intinya tuh itu
terus akhirnya gue bilang
d : pkoknya sekarang mau ke gramed
b : hem yaudah itu tuh di deket gambir ada toko gunung agung yg gede
d : gak, maunya gramedia
i : jangan terfokus sm satu toko, kan sama aja
b : iya disitu lebih deket
d : tp itu tuh suka gak lengkap, pokoknya gramed

okelah, kayaknya mereka berdua sudah capek dengerin gue akhirnya GRAMED :3 wukekekekek
akhirnya ke semanggi deh kan tuh, terus adek gue maksa banget ke Disc Tarra, begitupun emak gue, adek gue bilangnya pengen nyari cd nya Justin Bieber, terus katanya emak gue juga pengen cd nya The Beatles okeoke ke gramed season 2

pas nyampe sana, ternyata Justin Bieber abis, beralih ke emak gua

d : buk mau nyari the beatles kan ?
i : iya iya bentar dulu

tiba tiba ia mendatangi mas penjaga toko dan nanya

i : mas, ada cd gamelan jawa gak ?

akhirnya mas mas itu nunjukkin dan emak gua sibuk memilih cd cd tak jelas itu
akhirnya gue nyamperin dan nanya

d : tadi bukannya mau the beatles ya ?
i : iya, gpp toh sekali kali dengerin gamelan
d : lah begimane ?
i : iya ntar aja, kita tuh harus melestarikan kebudayaan kita sendiri
d : oh okeh -_-

dan akhirnya nyoba itu cd di puterin di toko itu dan bunyinya cuma tang ting tung neng nong dong beng beng tung tung kentunggggggg
karena gue bisa budeg kalo dengerin itu, gue memilih buat cepet cepet kabur ke gramed
dan ya mendapatkan 1 komik dan 1 novel, adek gue beli 2 komik #whocares

habis itu balik dan gue melanjutkan quantum haaaaaah betapa bosannya
pas nyampe si Aris manggil dan bilang
a : nih rapot lu, sama absen lu yg smster 1
d : aaaaah gila udah keluar aje
a : pertama mau di post in tuh biar enyak babe lu tau
d : parah lo
oke gue tinggal tuh si aris sambil ngoceh sendirim gue masuk kelas dan membuka rapot gue
nilainya kyk gini :

fisika : 4.75
biologi : 8.36
mtk : 10.00
kimia : 6.35

yah lumayan deh, masih bisa ditunjukkin ke emak babe -__-
nyampe kelas pelajran pertama biologi, oke masih mending, bisa masuk otak
pelajaran ke 2, matematik haaaaaaaaah
yah terus gua chat sm Lyta, dan dia nyuruh gue ke pim aaaaaaaah ngiler pim nih gua ckck sedangkan gue busuk berlumut tak jelas bentuknya di quantum, ck
yak pelajaran dimulai, dan anak anak pun bilang
"paaaaak belajar logika aja dong, trigono tuh susah bangeeeeet"
okey gue setuju aja karena gue pikir lebih better than trigonometri kan, ternyataaaa ALLAHUAKBAR, SIAPE SIH YG NYIPTAIN LOGIKA TETEK BENGEK KAYAK GITU ?
haaaaaah gila okeh gue nyerah ngeliat logika "dan" "atau" sumpah itu pelajaran gak jelas, dan yg gue pertanyakan "EMANG NGARUH PAS KERJA ATAU NTAR DI KEHIDUPAN SEHARI HARI ?" dan kalo gue sih jawabannya "BIG NO !"
okeeeeeh, disuruh ngerjain soal LOGIKA, DARI 10 NOMOR CUMA BISA 1 NOMOR -_-
akhirnya beralih lah materi ke trigonometri trs ada anak songong pokoknya dia blg itu udah diajarin dan blablabla suka suka dia dan gue ngmg kenceng kyk gini
"YAUDAH SIH KALO UDAH DIAJARIN NGAPAIN QUANTUM SIH ELAH REPOT LO" okey ini buat Ryan dan Adit temennya, karena lo berdua cowok paling sok yg pernah gue temuin bawel gila itu cowok dua minta ditampol, oh bukan, dibakar kali
terus mereka gak tau deh tetep menyombongkan diri seperti biasa dan menganggap anak ruang 6 itu dengan remeh, FUCK YOUUUU
hem okeh, lanjut ke pelajaran
disuruh ngerjain trigonometri itu, lebih better than LOGIKA, dari 9 soal gue bisa ngerjain 4 haaaaaah sisanya yah liat depan belakang kiri kanan laaaaaah

yaudah lah akhirnya jam pulang, dan skrg lagi nungguin bokap gue pulang dr prakteknya semoga aja gak terlalu malem, gue pengen SHERLOCK HOLMES aaaaaaaaaaaa


bye

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Stay Close, Don't Go

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that and you will see,
I'll do better, I know, Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open,
oh, it's putting up the fight, and
I've got this feeling, that everything's alright, and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone
If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
don't tell me
I will make it on my own
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stonewill sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

Awake

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time
I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.
And you're lying real still, but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake.
I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won.
You're my key to survival.
And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you.
Just stay here.

Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear.
So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name.
I just want to hear you.
Say my name.
So I know it's true.
You're changing me.
You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say.

So just say,
That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"


Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinkingI can't live without you


'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Officially Missing You

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I though that from this heartache,
I could escape
But I’ve had it long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do,
hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face all over
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all,
I don’t know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby
Safe to say
that I’m officially missing you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do,
hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do,
hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially
It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missing you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I’m officially missing you

Until The Day I Die

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart

As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now you know that I'd die to, I'd die too
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was
But still the second hand will catch us like it always does
We'll make the same mistakes take the fall for you
Hope you need this now I know I still do


Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?
Never fall apart so tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "Remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you

My hands are at your throat
I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes, mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes we made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
Until the day I die

If You're Not The One

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I’ll never know what the future brings


But I know you’re here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with


I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away

But I know that this much is true


We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life


I don’t want to run away but
I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side


I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.


I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.


When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling
I wish you were here.

Face Down

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a manwhen you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world'sgoing to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.


A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say your right again,say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world'sgoing to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world'sgoing to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough

lyrics

yap yap sesuai judul diatas, gue mau ngeblog yg isinya lirik lagu semua hahaha
gak tau maksudnya apa, liat aja ya siapa tau ada yg dalem gitu hahaaha gak nyambung -,-